hehe kemaren gue ultahhh... horeeee... haha jayuz bener...
mayan seneng sih.. jam 12 rina telp gitu.. she's the first who said "happy birthday" to me.. ^_^ trus disusul laen2nya.. ada yang sms.. ada yang ngirimin ecard.. ada yang msg lewat friendster.. dll gitu.. ucapan selamet masi terus berdatangan sampe hari ini juga hehe.. kocak2 juga, terutama si angel yang tadi telp n ngerasa bersalah karena ternyata telat.. hihi.. trus jadinya ngobrol2 juga sama si angel.. tu anak masi alim2 gila.. hehe
hm.. walopun lumayan seneng.. tapi ga tau nih, kayaknya birthday kali ini gue ngerasanya bener2 kurang banget.. kerasanya biasa banget.. beda dari yang gue rasain biasanya.. biasanya kan gue selalu nganggep kalo birthday itu the most important day of my life.. ga kayak natal ato paskah ato perayaan2 laen macem valentine's day ato apalah.. soalnya gue ngerasa hari2 perayaan kayak gitu kan pasti dirayainnya sama semua orang di dunia.. tapi kalo birthday kan yang ngerayain cuma gue doank.. tiap orang pasti punya harinya sendiri2..
makanya tiap kali birthday pasti gue pengen ada something yang special.. gue juga pengen ngerayain sama orang2 yang special di hati gue.. tapi ga tau kenapa, tahun ini rasanya hambar banget.. gue ngelewatin tgl 17 kemaren itu ya kayak hari2 biasanya.. nothing special.. malah agak ngerasa sedikit kesepian.. sedikit lonely juga.. =/
padahal tadinya pengen sih bisa makan special di tempat yang special juga sama orang yang special juga.. i've already planned that out pretty well but i guess it didn't happen this time.. :( well, mungkin juga bakal lebih seru kalo gue ada di cols kali ya? paling ngga, temen2 gue disana biasanya bikin surprise party buat gue.. hehe.. gue ga ngarepin dapet surprise sih, tapi kan lucu aja kalo bisa rame2 gitu.. at least there is something special that i can do on my special day..
oh well, it's ok.. it's alright.. it doesn't really matter anymore since it's already oct 18th.. harapan gue buat tahun yang baru ini cuma 1 kok, gue cuma minta supaya dikasi kebahagiaan lagi sama Tuhan.. itu aja.. it's a really simple wish.. maybe the simplest wish i've ever prayed.. hehe
alright, i gtg now.. hope the party this friday night will be a nice one.. ^_^ bye all and thanks for everything..
Nedi
October 17th, 1983
N3D1
The Ohio State University
alunedi7@yahoo.com
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